Lately I’ve been feeling like a useless piece of trash.
I felt like I did everything in the wrong way. As if I haven’t done my best yet.
I felt guilty most of the time.
Why did I waste so much time doing useless things?
Why can’t I fix my lackings?
Why does it feel like I’m still not good enough?
But the problem is even tho I know I’m still behind, I did nothing to fix it.
I started blaming others, instead of doing anything in the right way.
So now it’s time to change and get back on doing the right things.
My dream is give a good impact for my country. I need to start doing it now.
At least this trashy feeling wakes me up.
I need to stop blaming others and blaming myself. I need to start doing the change in actions.
Well. Sometimes someone’s trash is others’ treasure, right?
Start the engine, and work hard, properly.